Once again I am here with another apology for not posting. It seems one minute I am up and the next very down. You see when I posted last time I had just found out I was indeed pregnant. We were elated, ecstatically optimistic and not telling anyone. The next week we found out that the pregnancy was not viable and a miscarriage was sure to come. It came right in the middle of preparations for the art festival. Something that should have been fun and exciting was excruciating. I have never been here, in this black hole of sadness. I don’t know how to pull myself out of it except to brush myself off and start again. However, we cannot start again for a couple of months. I have to let time heal this body and everyone says that time will also heal my soul…
FET #2 will happen as soon as the Dr gives us the go ahead. Now that I know it can work but yet everything can be taken away in a moment I have no idea how I will get through it. I will get through it but how has yet to be determined. A lot of US Weeklys, People, chips & dip, knitting, & sewing should help but what I need most is faith and today I simply cannot find it.
Oh hon,
Here from the lost and found. I am so so sorry for what you’re going through. I know that black hole very well myself, and have found that wine, junky food, and people who don’t care how often or how loudly I sob are the keys to climbing out.
Wishing you peace and strength for the days ahead.
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I’m so sorry for what you’re going through. I hope you will be okay.
LFCA
Here from LFCA –
I’m so sorry to hear about your miscarriage
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Wishing you strenth and peace for your next FET…
Here from LFCA – I’m so sorry. Peace to you.
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**Hugs** I’m so sorry for your loss.
You will find the strength to move forward. I wish you well for FET#2.
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Oh Nicole, I’m so sorry for your loss.